the saddest music
Out of obvious circumstances sad music is the only thing that makes me feel good. I just made an Elliott Smith station on Pandora. I am listening to it with the sound turned down on the TV while Saturday Night Live flashes across the screen. Tomorrow is Mothers Day and my heart is heavy for my mother. My brother died April 23rd. Not a very long time to pass before such a celebrated holiday. I will miss hearing what he gives her. He liked to buy her charms and items from Coach. I saw mail came for him from Coach the other day. I stuck it in my purse.